Friday, 13 May 2022

Severed Lives

 SEVERED LIVES !!!

These moments that are relationships, 

Are they moments or are incidents.

Incidents written to take place somewhere,

Have they been decided, have been forgone

Or have yet to be decided somewhere.

The meaning of relationships which are ours and not ours,

Have been know to us for long.

They are a mirage in time with us.

This I have come to know but still,

Why have we been severed and cut

When we have not been together at all.

Past prime


Little difference does it make,

How little I know about you.

The bridge I just crossed,

has left me but not reached you.

Like the rain which just hit the roof-top,

I missed the pour, like I missed you.

Tis' not a sonnet of my love that I sing,

It is a song in despair which will reach you.

I know the difference it makes,

If ever it makes I know.

You too shall sing this song for me I know,

Though little difference it makes,

How little I know about you.

Passionate Friends

 PASSIONATE FRIENDS


T'was a night, that has passed by me,

Dark as the kohl-rimmed eyes of a beloved.

Like dark clouds roaring in thunderous applause.

And the rain of love keeping the fire of passion burning in me.

Oh my passion ! Have left you far behind but still,

May those seasons be with you forever and ever.

And I could go to bed tonight,

Thinking about you as well.

Twilight

Those savage years, look at me again,

My rusted soul, aspires your being.

Your dark nights, my short twilights,

Will pass in union till dawn.

You will behold me and whisper in my ear,

And turn will I, to silence you with a finger-tip.

And listen to those songs again which we've sung,

And cry again cherishing those bygone moments.

Thursday, 25 February 2021

an unfinished poem

 There is an unfinished poem in me,

Somewhere...lingering in me.
In the prison of spring awaiting its release,
In the cage of desires, fluttering its wings.
Like a fleeting moment, neither here nor there,
Like the unseen moon, unfolding at its own pace.
Like the starless night, on its own journey,
Like a lonely path, which has not been taken yet.
With a flurry of events, dead but awaiting burial,
With an unforgiving past, lived yet untold.
Like a barren season which promised rain,
Like the waiting for a beloved, who never came.
Promises not kept, a life half unfinished,
Memories of a kiss, awakening from a sleep.
Coming home to a night, dark as ever it was,
Shedding a tear for the moment that never was.
There is an unfinished poem in me,
Somewhere, lingering in me.

Dark

 ...the airplane after take-off had loomed over darkness, the view below was nothing less than that of a place where power cuts were normal. But it made the effect more marked when the flight was descending on a place which looked like a starry night. He felt he was literally landing on a star lit sky. For a few minutes he forgot himself and braced to embrace the night which was dancing to itself. Before entering the terminal he looked at the sky and found a pale, silent moon looking back at him. But everything changed once he entered the immigration counter. Little did he know that he was carrying a part of the darkness he had left behind. Thousands of miles away from the darkness and here in this bright order of everything, his darkness was visible. Suddenly he became aware of himself.

Sorry

Today again she said sorry.
The last time I counted,
It stood at 362.
And that was a decade ago.
The first sorry I remember,
Her lips quivered and the moon
Hid beneath a cloud.
The wind had changed its direction then.
Her eyes had moistened and my heart had skipped a beat.
It was monsoon but it didn't rain that day.
Though the clouds had gathered
To kick up a rare storm.
Everything was forgiven under the passion of the moment.
It happened for a couple hundred of sorries.
With each time, the passing moon looked down upon us and moved passively.
Neither the evening breeze noticed us.
Nor the summer noon left us unscorched.
Sorries now are like the paint peeling from the wall.
The scars of the memories which were untold, unforgiven.
I lost the count of those sorries just like an old man forgets a pair of keys.
Often a sorry now is heard and passed just like a bowl of bland curry is passed.
It has become a ritual which is obsolete.
Still she says sorry, out of habit.
And is forgiven routinely.
We stand at status quo now.
Waiting for another sorry.